Episode guide
As If: Season 4
20 episodes · premiered Mar 13, 2004
Big wide world The boys - and girls - are back in town! Jamie, Sooz, Nicki, Alex, Sasha and Rob return for a fourth series of this groundbreaking drama. Welcome to 20 new episodes bursting with more teen angst, sexual revelations and burning issues than you can shake a bottle of tequila at. Our six young Londoners are moving on and moving out. College is over, and it's time to leave home and take those first steps into the big wide world. Trouble is, growing up in the 21st century is a complicated business. Friendship, love, threesomes, in-betweeners... it's not surprising those first steps are sometimes a bit shaky. So is the best plan really to move in with each other? And through all those mornings after the night before, will the gang ever lose their appetite for a party? As if...
- Episode 1: Episode 1 Mar 13, 2004 Jamie discovers that he doesn't have the grades to get into university but he's too scared to tell everyone and fakes his leaving. Alex and Sooz move in together and throw a house-warming…
- Episode 2: Episode 2 Mar 20, 2004 Nicki thinks she's got it made when she takes control of the flat finding situation and dates estate agent Christian. She's using him to find her and Sasha a flat, but thing is, he's using…
- Episode 3: Episode 3 Mar 27, 2004 Sasha's 'glamorous' new fashion job isn't quite what she expected and she finds herself working as an assistant to a mean window dresser. But she's determined to stick with it, even when…
- Episode 4: Episode 4 Apr 3, 2004 After having unprotected and unexpected sex with one of her best friends, Nicki must rush around the streets of London so she can take get the morning after pill. But she only has…
- Episode 5: Episode 5 Apr 10, 2004 Alex does some assistant teaching at a private college, as part of his Uni course - but he doesn't realise the trouble it's going to cause him. It's there he meets cheeky student, Allen…
- Episode 6: Episode 6 Apr 17, 2004 Sooz thinks she has lost her creativity and finds herself unable to paint, which she blames on her change in character. With Sooz unable to be a talented artist like she used to be, she…
- Episode 7: Episode 7 Apr 24, 2004 Sasha has a sleepless night, sensing that something is up, but she just isn't sure what. As she puts together the clues that she has, Sasha realises that Rob and Nicki have been messing…
- Episode 8: Episode 8 May 1, 2004 Jamie has been lying to his parents for a while now and they still think he's at University in Inverness. But his luck is about to run out and his lies are about to catch up with him…
- Episode 9: Episode 9 May 8, 2004 Sooz and Jamie face more relationship turbulence in this episode, when Sooz starts doubting the spark has gone between the two of them. Jamie makes a friend called Katie who he's kept…
- Episode 10: Episode 10 May 15, 2004 Rob finds himself stuck between his new girlfriend, Amber and his friends. And when he nearly ditches Nicki on her birthday for Amber, Nicki is furious. Rob and Amber both end up going to…
- Episode 11: Episode 11 May 22, 2004 Nicki's trying to get over Rob and move on, so she gets herself two new jobs: one at a bar, and one in a bookshop. But it's at these two new jobs that she meets two new blokes; Toby and…
- Episode 12: Episode 12 Jun 5, 2004 Sooz and Tyler's friendship is getting stronger and he's giving her all sorts of ideas about how to manage her life and handle her money. However, the rents due and Tyler is hiding a…
- Episode 13: Episode 13 Jun 12, 2004 For Jamie, life is about to get even more complicated and stressful. As his exam resits are only three weeks away, and none of his friends want to help him out. So Jamie takes desperate…
- Episode 14: Episode 14 Jun 19, 2004 Alex joins a gay dining club to make new friends and meet a possible love interest, but to be part of the group he has to hold a dinner party, and decides to use Nicki and Sasha's house…
- Episode 15: Episode 15 Jun 26, 2004 Rob's got issues and doubts with marrying Amber, so he visits a counsellor to try and sort out his problems. He reveals the events of the night before; when the group, along with Katie…
- Episode 16: Episode 16 Jul 3, 2004 Sooz is consumed with guilt after making a terrible mistake and putting her relationship with Jamie at serious risk. Sooz feels so guilty, she does the unthinkable and breaks down. And in…
- Episode 17: Episode 17 Jul 10, 2004 After being hurt by Nicki and Rob, Sasha decides on a new approach with her relationships. She plans to have meaningless one night stands, and then move on. Claiming she can't get hurt if…
- Episode 18: Episode 18 Jul 17, 2004 Allen is looking for the one, and he thinks he may have found him; a cute guy he see's in the Root Bar. But Alex has other ideas. Meanwhile, Amber confronts Rob, and Jamie's about to get…
- Episode 19: Episode 19 Jul 24, 2004 After successfully completing his exam results, Jamie discovers that he has been accepted into Inverness University, but he's not told Sooz yet. Is it really the end for one of TV's…
- Episode 20: Episode 20 Jul 31, 2004 Nicki has had a late Birthday present from her mum. It's an around the world ticket for one. Will she go before she learns about Rob's true feelings? Will the friends have a happy ending…